Tomorrow is my birthday, though at the moment i REALLY don't feel like celebrating. I had a REALLY bad day at work yesterday D8
A patient at work died on thursday. He had only been there for 3 days and i'd only seen him once, it was sad that he died but i coped . The day after however, two more patients died. They were both terminally ill and there wasnt anything we could do but make them comfortable. But since we were very short staffed i was the one to stay with them as they died. I managed to stay 'calm', but obviously its not a nice experience. But after that i then had to stay with one of the bodies on my own until the family arrived. Half an hour sitting in a room with the corpse of someone you looked after for about a month and got to know quite well. That memory has been imprinted into my mind and will probably be there for a very long time.

At least today im going into london with to see Avenue Q so taht will take my mind off it, and then tomorrow im going to see the new harry potter film and then go out to dinner with my family for my birthday. Im getting a new tablet for my birthday tomorrow so im gonna be drawing a lot as well and hopefully finish some of my pictures haha.

I gotta tidy up and get ready to go out.